Dear Adytum

Dear Adytum,

This feeling of isolation and stress weighs down on me.

Why I am feeing so low to the ground?

What have I done to deserve such a curse, who has cast it upon me?

Must've been the witches who chanted a wicked verse.

No, I think not any member of the counsel of evil can harm one who is of the Church.

Nonetheless, I have departed from our Sheppard

asinine I know, only fools contemplate the numbers of spots on a leopard.

A stray sheep is found sooner or later.

Who will find me? No I think it is who will I find.

This trap feeling blocks all feelings

my heart grows hollow.

I pray for forgiveness, for my sins given me this Status?

My sins are like a vicious dog chasing my good deeds the tortoise.

I want to be set free from this trench of agony and torment.

Only if reality was a fairy tale; being blissful with just one kiss, but no this is not reality.

My reality is a doomed world where I am trapped in an Abyss, definitions vary.

yours may not be as Scary.

Onto a more positive note.

I will soon marry and recommence my escapade of Truth, leaving my hiatus from the Church.

Maybe an anointed one can relinquish me from this curse.
Adytum I will see you soon.